›Killing Happiness
Mar 10 2007
Have you ever been in a good mood and someone found that annoying? I know that I have been in a bad mood and found happy people really annoying before, but today, I think I was on the other side of that. I was seeing the humor and irony of life and enjoying being totally silly. I know jokes are often only funny to the person that makes them, and some how my joy and happiness did not spread today.
I thought it was a great and beautiful day, but come to find out, I was the only one that felt that way. So, instead of just getting to enjoy life, I was pulled down by insults and cruel opinions. I was like a little kid enjoying a day in the sun who was beat by her father and made to stay inside.
I am sorry to anyone in my life that might have had a happy day ruined by me when I was in a bad mood. I have been that cruel person before, but I don’t think I was aware at that time the pain it causes. I feel I have lost the day. A day I thought was a blessing but ended up being one of the saddest days of my life. Someone I thought loved me just wants to kill my happiness.
Emma | 30-Mar-09 at 9:22 am | Permalink
Oh, I knew that feeling…I experienced that several times but you know, I realized that I should never let anyone ruin my happiness. Now, I really don’t care if somebody is not happy for what I am because what matter most to me now is that I am contented and satisfied with what I have.
dress up | 28-May-09 at 9:39 am | Permalink
Attitude is the way you mentally look at the world around you. It is how you view your environment and your future. It is the focus you develop toward life itself.
Andy | 25-Aug-09 at 1:14 pm | Permalink
Yeah, but your attitude is shaped by your environment and the behavior of those around you. It’s complex. Sometimes someone who is happy all the time can really effin piss you off, because of their “blind niceness” without any real sincerity. Again, it’s a messed up world. I think I’m learning that maybe I’m meant to just be a pissed off person most of the time, because I grew up in a loving caring family, and the world is not loving and caring. I’d love to go back to the way things were, but it’s not reality for me. I think I would actually be happiest with someone who constantly tests me.
Anyway, this is a pretty cool site. I can’t reply to “How do you stay organized?!” so I’ll say that I have written up an online calender in Word, and since I spend a lot of time on the computer, I check it often, and it is effective.